I am too alone in the world, and yet not alone enough to make every hour holy. I am too small in the world, and yet not tiny enough just to stand before you like a thing, dark and shrewd. I want my will, and I want to be with my will as it moves towards deed; and in those quiet, somehow hesitating times, when something is approaching, I want to be with those who are wise or else alone. I want always to be a mirror that reflects your whole being, and never to be too blind or too old to hold your heavy, swaying image. I want to unfold. Nowhere do I want to remain folded, because where I am bent and folded, there I am lie. And I want my meaning true for you. I want to describe myself like a painting that I studied closely for a long, long time, like a word I finally understood, like the pitcher of water I use every day, like the face of my mother, like a ship that carried me through the deadliest storm of all.
This is a Rilke poem. His name apparently got lost when I posted it. Rilke wrote this poem when staying in a monastery with monks in Russia. The lines
"I want always to be a mirror that reflects your whole being, and never to be too blind or too old to hold your heavy, swaying image."
refer to the strong, "swaying" (e)motions engendered in relationship (especially relationship to one's self). I thought of this poem in relation to your wonderful new website and IVD. There is a deep desire and even courage to tap into one's uniquity and creative force and IVD is the perfect tool for directly experiencing this mostly unconscious, beautifully "heavy swaying image" of self.
I am too alone in the world, and yet not alone enough
ReplyDeleteto make every hour holy.
I am too small in the world, and yet not tiny enough
just to stand before you like a thing,
dark and shrewd.
I want my will, and I want to be with
my will as it moves
towards deed;
and in those quiet, somehow
hesitating times,
when something is approaching,
I want to be with those who are wise
or else alone.
I want always to be a mirror that reflects your whole being,
and never to be too blind or too old
to hold your heavy, swaying image.
I want to unfold.
Nowhere do I want to remain folded,
because where I am bent and folded, there I am lie.
And I want my meaning
true for you. I want to describe myself
like a painting that I studied
closely for a long, long time,
like a word I finally understood,
like the pitcher of water I use
every day,
like the face of my mother,
like a ship
that carried me
through the deadliest storm of all.
This is a Rilke poem. His name apparently got lost when I posted it. Rilke wrote this poem when staying in a monastery with monks in Russia. The lines
ReplyDelete"I want always to be a mirror that reflects your whole being,
and never to be too blind or too old
to hold your heavy, swaying image."
refer to the strong, "swaying" (e)motions engendered in relationship (especially relationship to one's self). I thought of this poem in relation to your wonderful new website and IVD. There is a deep desire and even courage to tap into one's uniquity and creative force and IVD is the perfect tool for directly experiencing this mostly unconscious, beautifully "heavy swaying image" of self.